Well I am not sleeping tonight.

Well I am not sleeping tonight.
At some point maybe I will get used to this, maybe I will be able to control it.
My mind is cruel, I watch, observe, analyse and deduct.
Everything’s a game and it’s me vs the world. I know for a fact that’s not true because I have an army of people behind me.
But with a head full of what ifs, the world is beautiful but dark
My 12 year old sister is being harassed at school because I’m gay. I don’t go to her school since I’m in college, but because she’s a decent human being, she’ll openly tell people about me if it comes up in conversation etc.
As a result of this, people have been coming up to her and asking if…
Want me to go have a word?
Kids are scared of me O_O
Part of me really wants to video myself doing this poem and failing miserably haha