I don’t know what I am doing

Today has been the hardest day of my life, I have done something I never thought I would.

I have hurt the person that means the most to me in an effort that she may eventually be happy.

I have learned so much from her, and been so happy. I reached a point where it was to either give her an opportunity to be happy without me or carry on and risk nothing changing.

If its me or you, I will always choose your happiness over mine.

I will NEVER. Stop loving you.