Throughout my life I have always seen the word fate thrown around.
Fate is defined by there being a set path to your life, a route you have no choice but to take.
This has not only terrified me but frustrated me as well, who and what is this fate to tell me how to live my life? Where to go? Who to love and who to be?
I control my own thoughts and actions I will do as I please.
That is what I truly believed, then with how things are going lately that belief has been shattered.
I have just had the most amazing week, with the most amazing girl.
The distance between us has been crippling, to the point of me almost losing her completely.
I have been reminded in such a dramatic manner why the distance is OK. I hate to sound cheesy but I honestly believe love can prevail on this front, I want nothing more than to see this girl happy. Smiling the most astoundingly beautiful smile I have ever had the honour to witness.
I would do anything to see that every day, or once a week or month, as long as I can just see it.
Especially if it’s shining for me.
I love you x